why do i do the things i do?
i know there is something different inside of me.
i know that i have a great call on my life.
but i'm so scared.
i'm so nervous.
i don't want to do anything wrong.
and that causes me to do wrong.
i want to be spirit led...
but i'm too people conscious
what has that gotten me?
i'm not real.
i'm not authentic.
i'm not me.
fear and anxiety have build a wall around me.
i don't feel free.
i get nervous in everyday life.
i'm always scared to say what is really on my mind.
i don't stand up for myself or what i believe in.
i feel like i have to control everything.
i don't get to live.
i'm not afraid to say this though...
because i know that i can change.
i have overcome so much.
i will overcome much much more.
God is with me and inside of me.
i will not do the things i do because of anyone..
BUT THE ONE.
i'm fighting now.
i'm fighting today.
the enemy will not win..
he has no authority here in me.
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