NEW YEAR

i've been hearing everyone talk about how excited they are for 2011, change, new years resolutions , and leaving all of 2010 behind.. but honestly i haven't even felt like this is a new year, or a new start, or anything special for that matter.. soo i'm going to try to get myself in the mood of a NEW AND EXCITING YEAR.. maybe i'm not as excited because i know that i will still be going to school and working.. and having very little down time.. nothing that excited.. not that i don't love school.. i do! i just don't foresee much change in that area, until graduation.. i also don't really have any big plans for this year.. i've got ideas of what i would like to do, but honestly.. i really do want to go and be what God has in his plan.. come May every road is open to me.. i should be excited about that! but which way to go? and i'll officially be on my own.. i do feel like it is going to be a major year of growth for me.. and though it is good, it's a bit scary too.. i know i'll have to do a lot of stepping out on my own and growing comfortable and confident with myself.. maybe that is why i lack excitement.. haha. anyways i guess the reward of the upcoming year will should be something to look forward to.. it's never easy if it's worth it in the end. God's plans are big, i feel it in my soul.. :) i've just got to continue to be willing, and GET OVER this world, it's fears, and my own selfishness.. i can do it, but of course not on my own..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!